well... decided to write sth
truth to be said for last of whole week the onli thing i studied is maths p2
and i don tink even tt part is prepared to go As
i tink if nxt yr i got a straight Cs i shld be laughing out loud
but for a person who has nv ever did not well in govt exam
i dono wad will be my expression
ppl might say serve you rite for being lazy
which i totally agree
but my laziness is getting far atrocious esp when compared to sec
i dono tt wad i'll do if i get lousy result
no skl wld want me??? and wad shld i do den
u will sae den study now lahz!!!!
but how to study when nth wanna go into ur brain

getting into JC is a mistake
coz i lost myself 2yrs ago
i reallie lost myself
for this 2yrs i always ask myself who i am, wad i'm doin, y i'm doin these
i realise tt for the past 16yrs i've been doin thing w/o a purpose
and when i go jc i ask myself uni i wanna do wad
and i am stuck... and yes stuck for 2yrs
i'll try to study this mth
though i noe tt i won't get gd result le
but i am still lost.......
i tink my cost of being matured is to get immatured(in norm ppl sense)

thinking of u at
2:14 pm